The Perfect Person At The Wrong Distance
Every time I think of you, I know you have come into my life for some specific purpose. That you are what I have hoped you will find in that patience and curiosity that will allow you to get to know me, that will allow you to appreciate the good that is found in me and understand my shortcomings. I know you are that perfect person.
But I also know that the distance that separates us, be it the distance created by time, emotions, or people, is wrong. There is a gap between us that prevents us from being together. It doesn’t let us know each other. It is a distance that neither of us has created, but which holds us back from what we feel.
How do I know you are that perfect person?
I didn’t have to ask my intuition. When I saw you, when I looked at you for the first time, I knew I couldn’t stop kissing you, and when we kissed, my skin learned to crack every soul of your soul. It was you.
I always thought there wouldn’t be that particular person, but I’ve learned to accept you just the way you are because you have done the same for me. And you have become the person I have dreamed of, the perfect person I always hoped for next to me.
Now I know what making love means, I can now kiss my heart and I know what it’s like when words are not required for communication. You have taught me to admire you because you admire me. You have been my companion and support to make my dreams come true. And I know it’s you because…
No words required…
When we look at each other, the words flow out without even being said. Our thoughts come together so that they can understand each other, so that we can understand each other without saying a word. Your eyes tell me how you feel. They whisper to me what your lips don’t say. We have learned that sometimes a mere glance already says it all.
You have opened the door to my inner world
You sneaked in. I barely heard you, and now you know my thoughts, you understand them, and you let them fly. You know my dreams and get excited about them. You help me make them true, you help me think about whether they are possible. My inner world is a place I can share with you because I know you understand me.
We are not one, we are two
You know me and you know I don’t like the idea that my happiness depends on someone else. Because happiness is something we build every day. It is a reality into which we must put our whole hearts. It depends on us, and only on ourselves.
We are not one, we are two. We share our dreams, the music that makes us swing, and we have learned to appreciate what one feels passion for, in this Precious Dance of Respect and Trust.
It always feels like it’s the first time
Every kiss and every hug is a caress I get for the first time. Our first kiss is eternal, for in each of our kisses the lips that met for the first time meet again and it all starts from the beginning. Each whispered word again creates an intimate moment, the one we had from the beginning.
You have given meaning to making love
We undressed naked, our clothes fell to the floor and we made love. We were two strangers who fell in love with each other, for on the very first day we revealed not only our bodies but also our souls.
We weren’t just naked bodies. We were wanting, love at our fingertips, the skin that found home on the skin of another. We were you and me, and we made love.
The wrong distance does not keep our feelings away
It may be just a moment or hundreds of years, but even though I know it’s you, that you’re that perfect person, I feel like we’re finding each other at the wrong distance right now. Because I can’t share my life with you, because you’re not here with me.
However, it does not stop us from feeling what we are feeling. From wanting each other, longing for each other’s skin. You are that perfect person at the wrong distance. But still I love you.
